07 July 2011

What could possibly go wrong?

I wasn't quite sure of what i did. Maybe it's because my parents doesn't trust me anymore. From what i know, i've been breaking the rules and breaking every word told for me to do from my parents. I did say sorry.


Well, i'm beat up and brought down. My own friend used me for my friends. What the heck? She lie a lot but how can people still hold on to her? Because she's cool is that it? I'm sorry but i'mma unfriend you from my life. The end, Ainin. THE END. No more games coz i'm not dumb to be in your stupid words. Stop monopolizing me, bye

03 July 2011

Dum Dum

It's morning already? PS. Midnight -
Bored to death. I'm searching for a server i could play on MINECRAFT . Anyone got one?

Facebook is dead
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It's gonna be a Good Life ~

I wasn't expecting anything but...

Hello there, 
wish i could talk more here but i'm so lazy somehow. Anyways, i missed a lot of events this year since PMR is near and i know i wont get to go anywhere. Things had been happening lately, i dont know what should i do. I'm lost. I can't cry anymore, i have to be strong. Someone who i loved dearly left me a few months ago but i don't expect anything though. Just wish i could talk to that person again. Would i get the chance? I don't even know. My dad told me that i should always answer with a good answer and not answer I dont know but dad, i seriously DON'T KNOW

How should i say this again, YES, i got my result and eventually i'm at the last position in the class. I told you, i'm not smart as you think. Maybe because i had a lot of things that had been messing up my mind? I wish i know. I fought, cried, broke down, alone and always near dark walls. My life has been troubled a lot. I don't know what to say to my parents about my results, i don't want to upset them, but huh.... If only god could only show me the way to tell them. I don't want to hide anymore. I'm so scared. 

I really wish he could read this, i miss you and guess i'm the only one who can't bring myself to hate you and actually, i pity you more than anything. You're being hated, that's not good. I told you before, friends aren't everything, they will one day leave you and eventually you started meeting new people. Like me, what friends are to be by my side when the only person with me was my family yet, i couldn't possibly tell them everything. We used to tell each other everything, when you cried, when i cried, when we fought, it was always about us. I wished you would know this but you don't want me in your life anymore, no force used. 

I wanna see, talk and tell you to come back to my side, be my pillow again, be the comfort when i sleep coz, you used to be my everything. I don't plan to leave you even when i have someone new in my life, let me take care of you while you search for a new life. I promised remember?