Apparently, my hair looks like this now and no, i'm not trying to be her eventhough she's my idol :) I like changing hair once in a while and so, i'm living my life with this for awhile. Hopefully it's not that awkward though. Bahahaha, it is also been awhile since i last blogged and now, i'm here with stories again. Well, i wont be typing much though. Just telling you some of my stories.
I hope you guys remember the guy in my previous blog, if you don't know or not know this person than just hear me. He likes my best friend aka his ex again and lol, he called me pathetic in wise which i dont quite understand. He's been acting like a snob/jerk to me since the beginning of our story but wait, isn't that the part where we go not talking to each other. YES, we haven't been talking for 1,2,3...4 months already and i dont freaking care actually. Back to the point, he called her BULLSHIT and look, he is all puppy cat with her again. Keep telling me to move on eh when actually you yourself aint. She already got a boyfriend, well not to say boyfriend, well guy bestfriend means they are very much close and having chemistry with each other. That's what she told me. Whatever it is, I shouldn't be blogging about you anyways. Yes, i admit, I've been stuck in yesterday, wondering why is he been treating me like this when i haven't done nothing wrong. I wasn't being rude nor angry at him. He just got angry and hated me so much. I don't understand. I know he have his reasons but WHAT?
Whatever it is, i am not happy with it. It's like he is a totally different person and tell me, who was acting like a bitch in the first place. I was actually being fair and nice. I just fought with his childhood friend and i'm so lonely now not talking to him. I mean a day without him is like a year without rain. (Thank you Selena, you stalk my life with your songs) I don't feel happy nor sad, just lonely. Some life i'm having. I cause too much problems in life so i don't want to burden anyone right now. I feel like an uber annoyance, just wanting someone to understand and enjoy but no, i feel like its the other way around.
I've been rebellious, breaking the rules and heart of my parents, I can't believe i've been a naughty girl to my mom and dad. I'm sorry, i promise i won't do it again. Somehow parents don't understand LOVE in a teenagers life. It exist doesn't it. My mom has one before right? Why does she needs to act like she understand what would become in the future. Because of my boyfriend, i've been getting good results, my life was perfect, PUZZLE completed. If only she understand what i feel, i would had never had this stupid idiotic fight. He was being nice, he gave me so much hope. Gah! because of this stupid thing, we broke off. Why can't they understand.
Okay, so i'm off, i hope you guys are satisfied with my stories.
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